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Hmm.. grandma gone yesterday.... Mummy look so upset yet i still yell at her... GOMENASAI OKASAN...

Ok still thinking should i go sandakan or not on Saturday.. But how about school.. And also PC fair.. =="'

Grandma.. rest in peace.. All the pain had gone.. I'm sorry if I do somethings wrong for you.. I confess that I had blamed on you because of many things.. I feel sorry that I can't do anything that when you were arguing with them.. i have so many things still not get apologize from you. When you were around i have not talked too much with you.. I feel regret for not do much things for you.. Then i realize that i never say i love you to you..

I realize that people won't feel guilty after one important had gone. I'm one of them.

Don't know why but when i heard the news i was like feel nothings..

It is a nature of life. Someone has birth and someone need to go.. To balance the world, it's the rule. No one can do anything and we all knew it. But still, when the death happened, we all still get up sad. Maybe they're not willing to let go and not prepare yet.

I knew that someday I also will experience the death of the nearest and even myself. I'm scared of the feeling of death and the one being death.

Allah is powerful. He can give what he wants to give and he also can take back what he wants it back. Humans are his followers. Be-thankful what we get from Him.

We are just a settled foreigner.. The life we had now is temporary.. There still another phase waiting for us.. And then it will separate the one to the heaven or the hell.. And that will be the live for forever..

Human still not realize they're weak.. the sign of end.. The day will come..

Grandma.. I love you.. I just hope you can know it and know how i feel..

My eyes no tear doesn't mean i'm not cryikng.. It means i had already understood and accepted the truth..