For the last time.. Last day..

So, emm my last day of work, well mean tmrrow. My last day will be tomorrow. However i will miss it.


So tmrrow i will enjoy myself.

Without yee yen, hilman and fazar.

Hilman.. Thanks for walked me today. I'm so happy. Sorry if i done somethings wrong with you. Thanks for your best wish too. Well i will try my best to bring my cam to prove that i really have one.

Did i told that i had one. Well i huess not yet.

Thanks daddy for presented me the dslr. I choose the canon one althought they say nikon better and u really hope for pentax. RM 2845 and 2 years warranty.

Ah well, i finally get one
Babehh..


I will continue tmr.. Cuz i'm really tired..

However I hope this is not our last goodbye.. I hope in the future we will meet again. If there is another chance, i will come back and be one of the harris

Good luck everyone and i will try my best.

So sad. Thanks really and i finally. I broken heart.. T T. I will update from A tp Z for tmorw. So sleep now

Good bye kak yati kak bibahh T T

It almost 2 month for me worked at Harris.

Today is the last day for Kak yati.. And for kak bibah, tomorrow is the last.. But since tmr I'm off. So, we had say our goodbye.

kak yati and kak bibah

Since the day I joined Harris, You guys tough me alot. Thanks for always take care of me. Yeah.. Thanks for back up me when C Hilman made me as his joke. Though it's only 2 month, but we had made a lot of memories. I always stay at the counter there when I'm free. We had laugh a lot for some silly things, and only we know what it means. I really felt sad that you guys are leaving. Though I knew you guys were resigning from the 1st place, but still, Sorry for crying in front of you guys. If can, I really hope you guys can stay at Harris.

Thanks for let me join with you guys at rest. Thanks for the hair clips and key-chain. Thanks for gave me some advise. Thanks for always talking to me when I'm bored. Thanks for not hating my childishness.. Really thanks for everything.

I remember that every-times when I had nothing to do, I always stay at the cashier there. I always felt glad to help you guys packing. Gossiping around and laugh like crazy. I really like that feel. Talk about unnecessary things and even have some fight with the guys.

I really like that feel.

Like you guys said, we may still meet each other again. But I wonder when is it.

Maybe it left 1-2 more month for me. I will try me best to enjoy every moment and times. I will make some great memory with all the worker at Harris. I love you all, And thanks you for everything.

Harris!!*clap* We smile we great we serve!!!

Thank you.

So how do you feel?? hmm?

yawwww I got my result already.. Not so satisfied with it.. I even cried a bit..

HMMM~ So this is what I get.. 3A 5B and 1 C

No A+ and guess what my BM can get C+!! But thanks God my add math can get A-

The other science subjects were B and B+ then Sejarah and Agama B+ too. BI A- and Math A..

So overall, my result is just cukup makan aja.. So hmmm I really disappointed.. Majorities my friends got 5As and above..

Sorry daddy Mummy, I really can't become any better. I coudn't be like the other..

Though you all said it is fine but I know what it means. I couldn't control my feeling but I will accept the truth.. Congrats for the one who satisfied their result and don't get too upset for the one who disappointed..

Yeahh maybe next time if I still have a chance.. Good luck in the future fellow..

I still dunno what step I will take after this. But which is the best choice I will just take it.

I'm thinking for taking Form 6.. How about you? A better choice for yourself?

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR FUTURE..

My GALAXY NOTE!!!! Bye bye T T

SPM!!!

SPM less then 12 hour more..

GOOD LUCK FELLOW...

PLS WISH ME BEST LUCK TOO..

KYAAAAAAAAAA**

What is this feeling!!!

What's up with this feeling!! It felt like I'm fallen in love again wahahahahaha!!!!

yupp I felt like I'm in love><

Thought he may treat me like a little girl.. Thought he is so mean to everyone. Thought he like to make fun with everyone. But when he said he missed me, I smiled.

Lol.. Yeahh I'm talking about him. Haha..

Few day ago, I started to not being so close to him. I stop to laugh with his jokes, when he called me, I didn't reply him cause i know he just want to make fun with me. When he winked at me, I made a 'I don't care' face to him. Just want to make him felt like he had done something wrong to me. (hehe ** evil smile)

Well actually at the begining I was so busy to process my stock. So I accidentally ignore his joke and else. Until last Saturday, when our eyes met each other, then I pretend to have a chat with the new trainee department head. The new trainee DH know chinese, so i spoke Chinese to her for ignore him.

I think since last week Thursday he had a felt something wrong. Haha.. Cause he keep on asking me if i'm mad at him. Then kan, I just say no with a surprised expression. Then he asked me to smile a bit. But sadly I didn't.

Haha until today morning, when he first saw me. I was still busy with my stock, cause it was so damn many. I was also have some chat with Zul, well he is another cute guy in Harris, but too bad, He is playboy. Well he just know I'm a muslim and I'm happy to have a long conversation with him :)

Ok remember that I said I smiled when he said he missed me. Haha, Yupp, I think he was trying his best to find out what had he done. He will never know, cause he had done nothing><

Haha, He made a funny sad face and said:

'Yasmin. Lamanya saya tidak nampak kau. Baru hari ni kau datang. Rindunya saya sama ko Yasmin.'

I failed to hold back my smile. Hahahaha.. But his words make my day.

Then for the rest of the day, he's back with his evil joke again. I beat he must felt a bit relieved after know that I'm not get mad at him.

But yeahh actually I was purposely to not be so friendly to him. I'm scared to be in love again. I know that I will not stay at Harris for a long time. Sometimes I felt like I lost my smile in front of him. One day I will continue my studies, Then I will not see him frequently anymore. But until then, I will try my best to have fun. I will treasure this moment and friendship.

Yupp, me and him, Just friend.

I know he is a good guy. Thanks for teach me so many things.

After this I think I may keep my distance from him, so that I will not get too hurt. But please don't feel any guilt and hate me. :)

Friend, I will try my best to hold back my laugh :)

But still I'm glad for choosing Harris and met you :)

Countdown : 2 more days

Its almost here... ...

Hello people.. I'm trying my best to become active... But still I'm damn tired right now..

yupp.. Spm result had finally announced an official date.. Hmmm.. OK I'm a bit nervous right now..

21st of Mac!!! Next Wednesday.

So what do you feel... my six sense tell me I may not get what I want and I hope its will not become true.. Please and don't.

So what i can do now is... ... ... Pray pray and pray.. But I know i'm not a pious. And I'm trying my best to repent for every sin that i had made whether I aware or not before it's too late.

So please, please lead me to the right path.. Give me the courage.

I really hope my result will make me satisfy..

I will keep my promise and one day, or maybe soon, I will come back to YOUR side..

Allahu akbar, Allah maha besar.

Alhamdulillah.. I can do it.

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I still don't know what should I do after the result day. but I will try my best to accept what I get :)

So I hope other candidates will do too

However.. I am grateful to choose Harris as my part time place. Cause I really like all those at there.. Friendly and funny.. Oohh yeahh.. There is a worker,Ok his name is Man.. Haha first time I'm talkinag about my co-worker here.. He is.. .. HMMM i don't know.. He is very mean.. I mean the way he talk.. But not mean enough to hurt someone feeling. He is not handsome and not fair, but his look doesn't made me felt disgusted. I really hate him and first, but now starting to like him more.. haha.. I mean as a friend.. MAYBE.. Yeahh, I guess..

But I still get mad when he said I may get fail for my result.. I won't apologized him or other to talk like that..

Anyway, when he's around, it make me feel like my time will pass faster, and won't get boring during working at there.. Cause HE IS DAMN FUNNY, though I still hate him.. Thanks buddy..

Untill I resign, please continue to make us feel laugh :)

till here then.. Damn tired..

Count down 5 more days

29th of FEB??? Check the calender..

Yupp.. 29th... 29th of FEB.. Actually I had nothing much to say here..

Arhhh Arhh ya.. I'm doing my part time at 1borneo now.. Harris. Have you hear it. I had work there for about 3 weeks. And I already get used to all of the worker there. LUCKY!! They all so friendly and funny.. The only thing is, we don't have enough man-power in Chinese dept. DAMN TIRED for me to do all the process thingy alone. But still tomorrow may be a freshman join us. MAYBE. Please take note for the 'maybe. I really hope he will come.

And for next month, yup next month. You know what I mean. SPM RESULT! Honestly I really don't felt nervous. Maybe a bit. Yes A bit. I really hope for a good result and may get some scholarship to study aboard.

I just had my conversation about my future with daddy. Well, not directly go in to the themes.

I just gave him some hints like 'how if I study away from KK' and 'stay i n hostel' or whatever that giving him hints that I will not study in KK area. And you know what he reply.

'JANGAN STUDY JAUH JAUH. Nanti ko balik daddy MATI sudah. KO TINGGAL SINI JAGA DADDY.'

The sentences really pissed me off!!

Daddy Mummy I really love you and I'm sorry for always hurt you guys feeling for so many times. But please let me have my own decision and future. Give me back my own life. I have nothing but youth and time.

Anyway if I have the chance, please let me go.

Stop talking about the future stuff. It just make me feel even more worse.

Let give some announcement about Hey Say JUMP.

9th single - SUPER DELICATE had released. Damn nice!!

And it get top in Oricon chart for march.. I'm so proud of them!!

7th march - the release of Summary DVD concert ><

Good news, Okamoto Keito get in to the Sophia University and Nakajima Kento from Sexy Zone will go to Meiji University on April . JE boys really are so cool and smart.

And then Yamada Ryousuke, Chinen Yuuri, Nakajime Yuuto and all the fellow from 3-D Horikoshi had graduated from high school..

It make my feeling to study at Japan grow bigger

The 3 trio say that they want to stay focus on their job, but I believe they may still want to continue study. After all Chinen really did great in his exam.

And for Ryutaro.. It had announcement a month ago about his suspension. He say he want to focus on study and will not appear around this time.

There is a possible that he will come back and there is a possible that he will not.

But no matter how, as long as it is his decision. I will keep on support him. I really miss his smile and voice, and there is a papa pic for him. Look like he had some hair cut and good friends in Horikoshi.

But still I still hope for him to coming back. And if he do, I believe the fans will accept and welcome him back with an open heart.

Please don't disappoint us, do well in your study and life..

Lastly, I want to say sorry for not update for a long time. I may be less active and update this blog after this. But I will do my best on update this blog.

Love you all. ENjoy your days..

Till here then( sorry for my grammer mistake or other missing words or whtever, I'm running on time now)

Happy New Year 2012

Minna-san..Happy New Year!!

New year new hope new dream new challenge new life new college new mission new friends new pal new stuff and new THEME... Well I will find out new skin later.. :) Ok Welcome 2012.. Please be good for me.. I know you love me too:)))

I will definitely miss 2011..

My biggest wish for 2012 is

-Great result for SPM

-Ryu will come back to JUMP

-Daddy will buy me a DSLR

-I manage to study in Japan, well it's not really important now for this but at least let me go to their concert:D

-I manage to lost weight***

-I can find a lot a lot of money so that I can buy anythings that I want

-Best luck

-Mr.RightXDD

-Good health for all my family and friends

- err.. eitooo.. hmm I can't think anymore

Just wish that all my wishes will come true!!

Akemashite omedetto gozaimasu 2012!!!!

May this new year will be a great year for me too Yayyy'

Kyonen mo Gambatehhh ne

All the best

**fireworks