『New Hope ～こんなに僕らはひとつ』

 朝がいつも来るように 時はいつも新しいよ

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 光は射してくる

 どんなにつらいときだって こんなに僕らはひとつ

 前を向いて 道は続く いまを生きてゆこうよ

 もっと強く

Meaning: Just like how morning always arrives, time always renews itself
               It's okay to believe, look up ahead
               The light is shinning

               No matter what harsh time you faced, we'll be together as one
               Look ahead and continue on your path, let's live for the present
               Stronger, more and more.

The song is basically telling to not lose hope.

The lyric is so touching^^
 
New song from Hey Say JUMP new single.. Finally they are going to release one after 1 year and ++ month. It kinda sad that this song is actually the b-side of the single. I mean they haven't make mv for this kind of sad and touching song. I would really want to watch one.

New single title: COME ON A MY HOUSE

Now they only preview the short version of the b-side song. I'm thinking to make this song as my background music when it released full version.

I find it funny where the fans think that this single may be the hint for Morimoto to be return. Thought i wish this will be true but let to not put this in high expectation. As they say higher expectation would result in hurtful fall.

                  Count on the days, its been 4 week for me to do nothing since i came back. I kinda feel like waiting my life. Thought I was thinking to try to bake some cake. Or even find some new interest. But i end up to only watch anime. One great things is I started to go to gym once I been mentally pushed by my mom. When she started yelling, it really irritated me and make me felt angry. It can't be help that that' s the only things to force to gym. I have workout so much. Fortunately my laziness lose to my willpower

Lately i'm crazy with the eyeliner thingy.. Goshh do you know how hard to put on eyeliner on my eyes. Try to have single eyelid like mine. I swear that i'm going to master on this stuff.

Had finished watched Zombie loan, Tonari no kaibatsu kun and watch back Taiwan drama Fated to love you.

My comment:
Zombie loan-OK
Tonari no ... ... - LOVE!!
And Fated to love you - nostalgic T.T

For the time being I'm not going to do any part-time and focus on to the gym. But I really need some money right now.
I cannot control my desire to spend money. Started to feel sorry for my daddy's money. Cause many had said i always buy some unnecessary things. How I wish i'm a billionaire rite now.

Any way to earn money without working outside ?? HMMM... IMPOSSIBRUUUU

 Now, my next target during my honeymoon..

-watch my pending list anime and drama
-gym 5 day per week    <----- :="" hardest="" p="" toughness="">
Upcoming target
- new phone
- pentax
- fujifilm lomo camera
- laptop!!
-**coming soon

Daddy really gonna me if  he saw this.. but no worry dad,I will try to earn my own money for this. But if you willing to get it for me i will appreciate it.

We will always faced some unfortunate in our life. Goodbyes, failure, mistake.. .. .. 

Remember the time will always pass, dreams always change.. 

Be strong and grow stronger, because the pass are the lesson for the future. 

Look ahead and believe yourself. The present is the most important.

So many things happen in so little time..

So basically I had graduated from my collage..

Man.. For just 3 days.. I begin to miss my life in KML..
I began to like KML when i started to get along with my classmate.. As I mentioned before. They all are very nice person.. We were lucky that our lecturers are all nice and friendly.. Although some i really cannot understand what were they saying in front. But I glad that they were the one that teach us..

In KML i learned to be independent. Begin to know how to use money wisely (cheeh).. Begin to understand how life really is.. i never be regret to be in KML and I'm glad I choose KML..

As other said.. The beginning always the hardest.. Try to endure it.. You will get back what is really big.

Of course it not that i said everyone should be in matrix. But choose the right path for yourself, once you choose it face it.
Remember that Allah will not lead you no way unless you can face with it.

So.. Anyway... Home sweet home.. I'm home now.. With 3++ month honeymoon.. hee..
Gonna watch my collection of anime and drama after this. Ohhh Don't worry.. I will not forget to recommend what I had watch yoo..

Did I mention before.. No I didn't. .hehe..
I'm going to Taiwan on July.. Hope that it not gonna have anything that  the my trip.. Well It's my 1st time oversea.. I'm kinda feel excited..

As for this coming holiday.. I guess I will just stay at home and do something that I had promised.. Hope that everything goes right. Amin..

0505.. Damn things happen.. It really obvious that it a cheat.. Will Malaysia still the same. Government play dirt is one.. But citizens still beliave the 'blue ' is right things for them.

"Blue" had become government for so long. They know what the best"
"They expert in this"
"They are many meritorious"

Don't you think that because of the "reasons" we should have a change. Yeah I know that to let the new Parliament to rule would be a risk for us. But how will you know if you haven't try it..

Sabah.. You hurt my feeling. But i still believe there are still have the light to lead us.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm... T T

Mahhhhhhh... I'm glad that i'm home now.. Still can't believe I'm done with the 1 year of matrix. Hope that my life would have much more happiness after this.

LIFE GOES ON, so be alive man..