Add math folio is killing me!!!

Fuuu~~ Another week almost pass.. I can't really remember what i have done for thos whole week.. Let see.. Errmmm I'm been busy for doing the am things.. Then my ESsay have done.. Nothing else... 'DIU DIU TANG'.. Berrr.. .Yesterday i didn't go for school.. eetoo.. I woke up late at that morning.. Muahhahahahaha...

Ohh the essay.. Teacher actually want us to write a descriptive essay about grandparents.. Well as you guys know my english is terribly suck.. But then NICOLE... Lub you for helping me.. At last i finish it.. OK.. Somethings happen that really embrassing myself.. Ok before that i never thought to HAVE TEARS in my eyes when talking about grandma.. Suddenly a felt of guilty have come to me... Make me feel like i had treaten my grandma so badly.. Except for those who saw me just now... I hope no other would know about it... Ok guys FORGET what have you seen... Topic IS END HERE...

Grandma i missed you..

Ok the add math things need to pass up tomorrow.. I suppose is done since last week.. But except you can really read a doctor's handwriting then you can understand mine.. I will really admire you if you do... WAHAHAHA... Plus there is a big hole on one of the paper.. So i terpaksa redo for that piece.. Luckily it not so much..

Ok i want to say sorry to noorisa because forget to send her the link... But i need to be honest... You're the one who didn't pay attention in class.. Why must people help you instead you never be patient with other.. You're telling that you had search for the answer almost 2 hours.. It should be fb-ing almost 2 hours... Ok maybe the early 30minute you're really seaching for it.. Left 1 hour and a half is FB-ing... I know your personal girl.. telling people a story that totally different(well not really different) from the truth that make you looked innocent in something whereas i actually knew the whole story...you should change before it's too late.. I'm not hating you but it is over the limit... I care for you as a true friend.. I wonder what will she react after reading this...

Sorry noorisa but i just want to speak out my voice..

Dear reader that actually reading this post and knew who she is,

Just promise that you will keep this as a secret between you and me... This actually is my only space to voice out my mind.. Love you.. Muahh..

My God...It's true that sometimes the truth may hurting someone very deep.. That's why i always pretend to agree what she had thought and said.. Maybe one times she will notice herself.. It is better that i'm the one telling her.. Moreover she had given by Allah her though to think right...

I'm so sleepy.. Lets stop untill here.. Arhh 29 of jun.. The release date of JUMp's 7th single.. Well eveyone.. OYASUMi.. OvEr ^^

FORCE!!!

Hi my blog.. I miss you alot.. Somehow I feel like want to spend my whole day by just suffering the internet.. But i know it's not good... Lately i'm really busy with my school job.. Garrr.. I actually not so busy.. Or should i say i'm much more busy with computer than my grade... How am i going to take my SPM.. And JAPAN!!!!

My next exam will be on next month 18.. It seem like i have not more than 1 month to go.. GAHHHHH... Sejarah.. What am i suppose to deal with you, MY BIGGEST ENEMY..

Lately teacher have gave us so much work to do.. Let's count

- Bm Karangan which I forget what the tittle is

- BI description essay about my grandparent

- Am the project and need to hand up the 1st check

- Sivik kerja kursus and i have no idea what to do

- Bio draw the diagram that more that 6 (i think) and given before the midterm holiday..

- Phy project which i think we can just ignore it...

Seem like not really much things to do but it actually take me at least 2 hours to done one of it...

What if i have a robot.. Or maybe a doreamon and ask him to duplicate 10 of me.. Then my final form 5 live won't be that SUCK...

Thx to nicole to give me the am link.. After this need to do the am job 1st..

i had decided.. I'm going to take A-level after form 5.. And maybe i will take engineering course or maybe design.. Of course if i can get a sponsor or scholarship.. Then i want to go JAPAN!!!

Arhhh.. Need to start working now..

Force myself terribly... Force myself to become the better.. Force to make the changes...

till here ^^ OVER(6.29)

Kindly tell me ur name if sending message to me kk...

New blogskinzzz

Grrr.. I lost all my contact in my phone last Friday.. Fuu guess i need to ask everyone phone no starting tomorrow.. The problem is how i suppose to get the no. from laura them..

Dear my friends who know my phone no,

Please kindly tell me ur name when sending me message ya. Sorry for the troublesome :D..

Well my suck ex-phone can't even to press the up down button..==

XOXO

The Monday morning as tired as usual.. perhimpunan then classes till 1.05pm.. What make me happy is no kokum after this week..

Oh ya.. That day Nicole RAWR ask me whether i did talk about her in my blog.. Well I can't answer that cause i also wonder if i did write about her..

P/s: Nah nicole i did write about you liao arhh.. In this post.. Heehee

At least next time if she ask me again i can say yes i got write about you...

It rare for me to not get fight with my mum for the whole day.. Well i quiet grateful about that but it just felt weird..

And I realized we still have 5 more month to face with the SPM.. gud news is The no of day for me to take the exam is not more than 1 month.. I mean for me la.. My taken subject..

i have decided to buy thr Beat monster tour... Yup maybe after 3-4 month.. or after exam.. Or after Hari Raya.. I also not comfort yet.. But definitely will buy it..

Waiting for JUMp new Pv.. Actually tehy have 2 new pv.. KYAAA

I'm so lonely right now.. I can't believe I'm actually saying this.. But I miss my sibling.. Elsen come back home.. No one want to chat and laugh crazily with me anymore T_T..

Long and Bored Holiday..

1 June.. It's June already... Started to realize i had waste half of this year.. Yet Still didn't had much motivation to start study..

Well last time exam.. Actually have some improvement IN MY OPINION.. But the marks still very low.. Especially the SEj.. I really hate it.. Why don't i smash it in to the trash bin..

i understand that from the beginning of the year till now.. Nothing much had change from my result till my attitude.. Am i become a bad girl lately.. Well I always waste money on buying some "cute things", delay my assignment, not doing the revision, past the time by reblog and like in tumblr.. Hmmm

I"M SO BAD...

Why am i feel so guilty..

Feel bad and shame in whatever i done... Pathetic for myself

T_T I'm actually crying..

I get influent easily.. Still remember the time when i'm having PMR... Read the book like mad, Memorize all the note.. And finally get the worst result in my family..

I need to change.. I must change.. I must prove that i'm good in study too.. I want to become independent.. I want to study abroad... Japan.. Do whatever i want, get whatever i need..

Maybe tomorrow i change.. Who know.. Yeah who know...