It sink....

Do you know the feeling when someone told you that you won't be able to achieve your dream..

Let me told you what that feel...

It feel suck.. Your heart sink.. You will hard to breath.. You even can't try to lift up your lips.. The worst thing is when you try your best not to let the tears to flow out from the eyes.. The moment when you try not to make your voice to be sound husky..

Plus when the person is one of your family member.. One of your sibling.. The one who know you better than the other.. The one who actually you share about your feel and your wish..

Maybe she knows what should I be for the better.. Maybe she is more experienced than me.. Maybe she wants me to consider the financial condition of our family.. After all, she is knowledgeable.. She is the smartest among us.

I'm not saying that I disagree with her.. And i know she was right. Her words have point. I have no complain...

Maybe because I'm the one who is really stubborn and immature..

Every time when i feel sad, I just need to have a sleep.. And when I woke up, I forgot the feeling of sadness.. It always work for me.. But I wonder is this time works too...

I know maybe she didn't know she hurt me a lot and she didn;t mean it.. As my elder, it's right for her to tell me the reality.. But sometimes words still can hurt people..

Tomorrow is unpredictable.. But let's consider it is a surprise for yourself.. It is always a wonder for tomorrow