Monday, March 19, 2012

What is this feeling!!!

What's up with this feeling!! It felt like I'm fallen in love again wahahahahaha!!!!

yupp I felt like I'm in love><

Thought he may treat me like a little girl.. Thought he is so mean to everyone. Thought he like to make fun with everyone. But when he said he missed me, I smiled.

Lol.. Yeahh I'm talking about him. Haha..

Few day ago, I started to not being so close to him. I stop to laugh with his jokes, when he called me, I didn't reply him cause i know he just want to make fun with me. When he winked at me, I made a 'I don't care' face to him. Just want to make him felt like he had done something wrong to me. (hehe ** evil smile)

Well actually at the begining I was so busy to process my stock. So I accidentally ignore his joke and else. Until last Saturday, when our eyes met each other, then I pretend to have a chat with the new trainee department head. The new trainee DH know chinese, so i spoke Chinese to her for ignore him.

I think since last week Thursday he had a felt something wrong. Haha.. Cause he keep on asking me if i'm mad at him. Then kan, I just say no with a surprised expression. Then he asked me to smile a bit. But sadly I didn't.

Haha until today morning, when he first saw me. I was still busy with my stock, cause it was so damn many. I was also have some chat with Zul, well he is another cute guy in Harris, but too bad, He is playboy. Well he just know I'm a muslim and I'm happy to have a long conversation with him :)

Ok remember that I said I smiled when he said he missed me. Haha, Yupp, I think he was trying his best to find out what had he done. He will never know, cause he had done nothing><

Haha, He made a funny sad face and said:

'Yasmin. Lamanya saya tidak nampak kau. Baru hari ni kau datang. Rindunya saya sama ko Yasmin.'

I failed to hold back my smile. Hahahaha.. But his words make my day.

Then for the rest of the day, he's back with his evil joke again. I beat he must felt a bit relieved after know that I'm not get mad at him.

But yeahh actually I was purposely to not be so friendly to him. I'm scared to be in love again. I know that I will not stay at Harris for a long time. Sometimes I felt like I lost my smile in front of him. One day I will continue my studies, Then I will not see him frequently anymore. But until then, I will try my best to have fun. I will treasure this moment and friendship.

Yupp, me and him, Just friend.

I know he is a good guy. Thanks for teach me so many things.

After this I think I may keep my distance from him, so that I will not get too hurt. But please don't feel any guilt and hate me. :)

Friend, I will try my best to hold back my laugh :)

But still I'm glad for choosing Harris and met you :)

Countdown : 2 more days

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