『New Hope ～こんなに僕らはひとつ』

 朝がいつも来るように 時はいつも新しいよ

 信じていい 見上げてごらん

 光は射してくる

 どんなにつらいときだって こんなに僕らはひとつ

 前を向いて 道は続く いまを生きてゆこうよ

 もっと強く

Meaning: Just like how morning always arrives, time always renews itself
               It's okay to believe, look up ahead
               The light is shinning

               No matter what harsh time you faced, we'll be together as one
               Look ahead and continue on your path, let's live for the present
               Stronger, more and more.

The song is basically telling to not lose hope.

The lyric is so touching^^
 
New song from Hey Say JUMP new single.. Finally they are going to release one after 1 year and ++ month. It kinda sad that this song is actually the b-side of the single. I mean they haven't make mv for this kind of sad and touching song. I would really want to watch one.

New single title: COME ON A MY HOUSE

Now they only preview the short version of the b-side song. I'm thinking to make this song as my background music when it released full version.

I find it funny where the fans think that this single may be the hint for Morimoto to be return. Thought i wish this will be true but let to not put this in high expectation. As they say higher expectation would result in hurtful fall.

                  Count on the days, its been 4 week for me to do nothing since i came back. I kinda feel like waiting my life. Thought I was thinking to try to bake some cake. Or even find some new interest. But i end up to only watch anime. One great things is I started to go to gym once I been mentally pushed by my mom. When she started yelling, it really irritated me and make me felt angry. It can't be help that that' s the only things to force to gym. I have workout so much. Fortunately my laziness lose to my willpower

Lately i'm crazy with the eyeliner thingy.. Goshh do you know how hard to put on eyeliner on my eyes. Try to have single eyelid like mine. I swear that i'm going to master on this stuff.

Had finished watched Zombie loan, Tonari no kaibatsu kun and watch back Taiwan drama Fated to love you.

My comment:
Zombie loan-OK
Tonari no ... ... - LOVE!!
And Fated to love you - nostalgic T.T

For the time being I'm not going to do any part-time and focus on to the gym. But I really need some money right now.
I cannot control my desire to spend money. Started to feel sorry for my daddy's money. Cause many had said i always buy some unnecessary things. How I wish i'm a billionaire rite now.

Any way to earn money without working outside ?? HMMM... IMPOSSIBRUUUU

 Now, my next target during my honeymoon..

-watch my pending list anime and drama
-gym 5 day per week    <----- :="" hardest="" p="" toughness="">
Upcoming target
- new phone
- pentax
- fujifilm lomo camera
- laptop!!
-**coming soon

Daddy really gonna me if  he saw this.. but no worry dad,I will try to earn my own money for this. But if you willing to get it for me i will appreciate it.

We will always faced some unfortunate in our life. Goodbyes, failure, mistake.. .. .. 

Remember the time will always pass, dreams always change.. 

Be strong and grow stronger, because the pass are the lesson for the future. 

Look ahead and believe yourself. The present is the most important.